How to want three things at once

I just woke up. I know it's after four. Don't judge me. I worked last night and it was so fantastic to take my mind off of the drone. 

Back of my mind the ropes of tight muscles in my back and body that ache against the dull pull of dedication. 

On the off chance that there maybe something more that I should be doing I sit quietly and don't move. 

Thinking back on the years, the time when I knew less and felt more, I had visions of a god and of streaming light. Now I just watch and feel my skin differently than before. I grow out of the pieces.